| Damn |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|12:30 am] |
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| |  numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Me Without You - Nice and Blue | ] |
Well yesterday and today have been crazy. Not like insanely eventful, but wierd I guess. Yesterday I had court and that went good. I got my fine reduced to the minimum and then stayed home from school. But my mom was complaining and shit about my hair so I had to cut it. Now it's like SOO fucking short. It's absurd.
Today it snowed a few inches. It was cool, but really didn't do much for me. We didn't get out of school at all, and driving home was a pretty tough task. Then I had to shovel the path at my house. Not fun times. I watched Super Troopers though and that movie rocks. I then became very bored and decided to make a myspace. Ugh.
I gave in to two things I was so against.
Getting a haircut
Making a myspace
I'm pretty ashamed right now.
I was just looking at some pics of Allison. And now I can't help but smile.
Meow |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
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| |  uncomfortable | ] |
It's been a while. I dono I guess I'll just pick up from this weekend. It was a pretty good one.
Friday night:
-Drank skunked beer
-Got pretty shitty
-Met up with Allison and got to meet her friend Amber
Saturday/night:
-Allison came over and we hung out here
-Picked up Elliott and bought some cases
-Dropped Allison off, and went to Mark's
-Walked around in the freezing weather drinking a case of beer
Sunday/night:
-WOW
-Drank all day here watching the game
-Let everyone else drive my car cause I was way too drunk
-Smoked pot
-Died
-Came to at around 10
-Drove Allison home
-Passed out again.
Then today me and Allison saw "White Noise" which was actually not too good. But we hung out here afterwards and it was a swell time. She's sucha teassee. She wouldn't let me go to my game. And I enjoyed it lol. I took some pics with her camera and she better post them.
Court tomorrow. Woop. No school for thisss guyyyyy
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Mars Volta | ] |
Well nothing too exciting has been going on lately. This past weekend wasn't anything special. I cleaned my room and it looks alot different. I found some things I had lost, like my old lyric book. There's some pretty good stuff in it and some good ideas and I was like wow it sucks that I can't write for shit anymore.
I've been feeling pretty wierd lately. Alot of stuff has been making me feel crazy. Things like happen during the day but it almost feels like I'm dreaming. It's not like I don't believe they're happening, I just don't think they seem real. It's probably cause my sleeping pattern is so fucked up lately. Some nights I get like 10 hours of sleep and others I get like 4. And I take random naps during the day so I really have no grasp or recognition of dreams from reality. It's pretty crazy.
There's alot of stuff coming up in the next few weeks:
-English Speech
-Mid Terms
-Court Date
-Pro Life Trip
-Return of One Tree Hill (best show ever)
-And of course....Bright Eyes concert
...sucks that I'm only excited about like two of those things.
This is kind of lame. It's only Monday. I still have a whole week of school left. It's been really pissing me off lately. I'm pretty tired of the whole education deal. Oh well. Tomorrow should be fun. After school me and Allison are gona rent Garden State. I'm pretty excited. I want to see that movie so bad. And I want to hang out with my baby. I love her so good <3
My journal is lame. I have no friends. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Some Girls | ] |
This week flew by.
Haven't gotten much sleep.
Been waking up like it's going through hell.
School's been boring.
But somehow tomorrow's Friday.
I love quick weeks.
Yesterday, I went over Allison's after school and we kind of just hung out cause there wasn't anything to do in the rain. Then today, we came here and fixed my computer then layed in my bed for like ever. Oh I love that girl. I've seriously never been happier. I'm sitting here smiling ear to ear like an idiot because I can and because that's how she makes me feel. I sound like a pussy, but oh well. That girl is my heart.
Tomorrow night must include:
-Alcohol of vast amounts.
-Indoor location.
-Tonz of people.
-Me passing out.
I think I'm going to rearrange shit in my room this weekend and clean the hell out of it. Cause it's getting kinda dusty and gross, and I need a change in the setup of my furniture. I need to move my bed, and open up the room a little bit. It's gona take so much work though. And I'm just an ass who's way too lazy. But I think I'm gona work at it.
I still need a camera. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
Today, I convinced Jesus to change his mind about saving all of mankind. No joke. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|08:37 am] |
I hate going back to school. Today sucked. My mom forgot to wake me up so I was late. And I got like an hour of sleep so I was like dead the whole day. I got my whole spanish class detention. That was pretty funny. But at lunch my slut mom packed me the worst sandwhich ever. Yes, I'm 17 my mom still makes my lunches...do something. I also stayed up writing a paper that was suppost to be due today, but it turns out my fuck of a teacher changed it and made it due tomorrow. God. I'm dropping the fuck out. This sucks.
Anyways, after a hilarious detention, I came home and watched a chick flick. I dono what it was called but Mandy Moore was in it and she was looking hot. We had meatball sandwiches for dinner, and they sucked. Then I watched that 70s show with my sisters.
I was just playing guitar, and came like sooooooo fucking close to writing a song. But I'm incompetant and can never get anything done so I of course came up empty handed.
I'm trying to party hard this weekend. Really hard.
6 months since I last cut my hair. Fuckin right doggie.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|04:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something Vague | ] |
Happy New Year everyone.
A look back at the past year...
I've had alot of good times and met alot of awesome people. We consumed a hell of alot of alcohol. There were so many fun drunken nights that I can't even begin talking about them. Good times. I wasted a good amount of time on a relationship. I got my license. I pierced my lip. I did shrooms. Me and Kuczewski managed to walk around at 2 oclock in the morning without a place to sleep. We were the coolest kids when Marshall was around. Me and ETN started an awesome band. I played live for the first time. Got arrested. Saw Every Time I Die (twice), The Black Dahlia Murder, Scarlet, The Bled (twice), Coheed and Cambria, Dillinger Escape Plan, The Bronx, The Early November, and Thursday. That's all I can remember.
The best cds I bought this year...
Elliott Smith-From a Basement on the Hill
Dillinger Escape Plan-Miss Machine
Some Girls-All My Friends are Going Death
Between the Buried and Me-The Silent Circus
Hot Rod Circuit-Reality's Coming Through
Boys Night Out-Make Yourself Sick
The Bronx-(self titled)
..and I downloaded "Fevers and Mirrors" "Lifted" "I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning" and "Digital Ash from a Digital Urn" all by Bright Eyes.
So it was a good year for the most part. I hope this year is the same.
Well anyways, tonight is the last night of Christmas break. It's kind of depressing. It seemed to fly by. I haven't done too much. I've just been hanging out really, spending alot of my time with my Allison<3. Last night was pretty chillen though. It wasn't as crazy of a New Year's party as I was expecting, but I got pretty messed up. We had two cases for like 6 people. So we all had to man up. It took me a long time to get drunk though. I brought out camera with some pics left on it and took some funny ones of our pathetic night. I slept at Bob's and drank as much as I could. We watched "Walking Tall" which is a terrible movie. Then I passed out and felt like shit this morning, which is always a sign of fun the night before.
I left my cigarettes at Bob's. On purpose. I quit smoking. Hollar.
I doubt any of you read all this so I dono why I wrote so much. But if you took the time, good job. You're a pal.
Take 'er easy.
xo |
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| Fuck. |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|02:31 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
So far this break really sucks alot. I haven't really done anything. It's pretty lame. I'm just hoping new year's is fucking insane. I don't know what I'm gona be doing yet tho.
Christmas was pretty good. I got the recorder I wanted, which was a total surprise cause I had no idea my parents would actually buy that for me. I didn't get a camera, but I'm glad I got the recorder. The rest of my gifts were just clothes and random stuff.
There's a song on the radio right now that's really good. But I have no idea what it's called or who it's by. I hate when that happens.
I'M SO FUCKING BORED
Please, someone, entertain me. Comment?
Fuck. |
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| Hey, Take it Easy |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Bled | ] |
Well today sucked. Christmas eve is always boring though so I kind of expected it. I woke up around 12 and then just sat around incredibly bored. Hung out with Sweet Lou for a little bit in the evening. Lynn made us stromboli and roast beef sandwiches. That bitch can cook. They were delicious. I then went home and went to church which was boring as fuck and I hated every second. I got home around nine then went right back out to Allison's where we kinda just sat around and watched tv. And now here I am, bored once again.
Tomorrow hopefully doesn't suck alot. The family's coming here. I'm really hoping I get a camera, which I have a good feeling about. Allison's mom told me to stop by where they were gona be since it's near my house. We'll see what happens.
I really just want tomorrow to come for the food that there's going to be.
Allison made me sick. Slut.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sayyy whattttt | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Every Time I Die-Logic of Crocodiles | ] |
Well tomorrow I have school for some reason. It's fucking lame. Then I gota go to the mall and finish my shopping. I'm really hoping that it's not crowded cause I totally don't feel like dealing with all that.
Today, school kind of sucked alot. It's three days before Christmas, and yet all of my douche bag teachers acted like it wasn't. They were like being serious and yelling and shit. What the fuck? It totally killed the Christmas cheer everyone had going. After school was enjoyable though. Allison came over, and watched me clean my room. Then we just hung out and listened to music. I also acted as the best boyfriend ever and carted her ass around to her house and her dance practice.
I also had an interesting conversation with someone from New Jersey. He somehow stumbled onto my livejournal and asked me to try out for his band cause they're looking for a singer. I'm like crazy interested in doing it, although it's gona be crazy hard to make the trip to New Jersey. But we're gona try it out and see what happens.
I was gona watch spiderman 2, but apparently it's 10:30. So nevermind.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  devious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes | ] |
Dude I was bored, this is gay, I'm sorry.
( Read more... ) |
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| I'm Pissed |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
FUCK. I just like wrote so much, and then my computer sucked a dick and my internet closed. So now I have to try to think about what I said and shit. God damnit.
Well today sucked a bird.
I sat around really bored.
I made a good sandwich though, that rocked.
My sisters are both home for the holidays, that's pretty cool.
They made me watch the Princess Diaries 2. That's not pretty cool.
Last night=Me really drunk.
Passed out halfway on my bed.
Ha.
This week is gona suck alot.
We have school.
But not really.
I'm not gona try at all.
As usual.
But alot less.
Anyways, I'm pretty excited for break. I have big plans of doing really fun stuff. I'm gona try to hit up South Street at least once. Cause I was down there the other day, but couldn't stay long, and I realized that South Street is mah nigga. So I'm gona be scene as fuck and just hang out down there all day. That should be fun.
It snowed for like 10 minutes tonight. What the Fuck. Mother nature is totally fucking with everyone. Slut.
I totally need to get some friends on this jawn. I'm a straight up loser.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  surprised | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Boredom fuckk | ] |
There's a week left before Christmas. Oh goody. I still need to buy gifts for people. I really don't know when I'm going to do that. Sucks.
Well last night was a good time. I picked up Allison around 8...but we really didn't have anything to do. So we kind of drove around aimlessly for a little. Then we saw a Starbucks and we both got some hot chocolate. Eh a little too chocolatey, not bad but not the best. Afterwards, I refused to drive anymore, so we stopped at this park and it was freezing, but we had fun. She makes me smile.
This morning I had detention. It sucked alot. But me and Bill blazed up before we went. I was a little on the high side for most of the three hours. I kept falling asleep then waking up. It was quite an experience.
Now I'm just sitting here, waiting until 4:30. I have a fucking class ring mass thingy I have to go to. It sucks bird. But afterwards should be fun. I think there's some open houses. I'm going to get insanely drunk :)
Jimmy Eat World is so good.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mischievous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Every Time I Die-Jimmy's Tango Method | ] |
Friday is almost here. Woop.
Today sucked tonz. I was crazy tired. And didn't really sleep in any of my classes. So I took a nap around 7 to catch up. I kind of just left 8th period today. I didn't feel like sitting there so I went home. I wanted to hang out with Allison but she was going to get her haircut. She claims it looks ugly, but she won't even show me because she's a nerd and she's mean :(
I downloaded alot of cds the past few days. I recommend:
-Jimmy Eat World "Futres"
-Converge "Petitioning the Empty Sky"
-At the Drive In "Relationship of Command"
-It Dies Today "The Caitiff Choir"
Mewithout You apparently played the TLA tonight. What the fuck? I'm hella pissed I'm not there.
Snow needs to come
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|11:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jimmy Eat World-Kill | ] |
Well today I rediscovered the amazing world of music sharing. lol I finally got the computer in my room up and running again and didn't hesitate to start downloading some new tunes. It's a slow but sure process, and rocks alot.
Today wasn't so bad. It kinda went slow. I didn't really do anything at all in any of my classes. The History test I had was pretty brutal. But oh well I'm not worried. I kind of skipped 8th period. That probably isn't too good.
I got a fucking Saturday detention this weekend. Fuck.
xo |
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| The Signal Flares Will Light the Way |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|07:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Bled-Dale Earnhardt's Seatbelt | ] |
Oh I loved it when she smiled. I went to the mall to buy Bright Eyes tickets but they didn't sell them there or something. So I picked her up and we went to South Street to buy them. She had no idea though. Her face lit up when I told her what I was buying her. It made me smile back. She is worth every cent and more.
Well other than my unsuccessful trip to the mall, my day wasn't so bad. It went by pretty quick, and I wasn't too tired up until about an hour ago. I amazingly wrote my english paper in like an hour last night, and it ended up pretty good. Not great, but better than I thought it would.
I was in sucha wierd mood after school. Allison pointed it out. lol I think I'm going insane or something. But I was just like crazy happy and I'm not too sure why.
Allison bought me an awesome hat too. I heart her <3
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MewithoutYou-The Cure for Pain | ] |
I really hate waking up on Sundays. I seem to always wake up early and sit around bored forever. I'm waiting for Allison to call me. We're going to the mall to Christmas shop. It should be a swell time. I hung out with her for a little bit last night. I stopped by where she was babysitting. Oh I heart her.
Tonight is gona suck tonz. I have to write that English paper that I didn's start yet. It's so hard too. I think I might cry.
So honestly, I know someone out there wants to spend like 300 dollars on me for Christmas. Please do so by buying me a digital camera. I'm practically the coolest kid. I deserve it.
13 days til Christmas. Ut ohhh.
xo |
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| The Litebright's Now Black and White |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|08:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Funny Face | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elliott-Fond Farewell | ] |
Tonight is lame.
I didn't go out.
I'm really bored.
Listening to Elliott yet again.
I miss Allison.
I hope to see her tomorrow.
I might go get a job too.
We're suppost to go shopping Sunday.
I hope we do.
i've seen the movie and i know what happens
it's christmas time
and the needles on the tree
a skinny santa is bringing something to me
his voice is overwhelming, but his speech is slurred
and i only understand every other word
open your parachute and grab your gun
falling down like an omen, a setting sun
read the part and return at five
it's a hell of a role if you can keep it alive
but i don't care if i fuck up
xo |
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| First Period |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|08:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Silence in Science | ] |
Dah school. I'm bored. Just finished taking a test. I don't think I did too well. Sucks.
This day better not go slow. I'm hating it already.
I wonder what I'm doing tonight. I have a game. Fuck. But I dono whats goin on afterwards.
Okay well this killed some time. The test is being collected. Peace out dudes.
xo |
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| Oh My Dear Lord |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|05:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Copeland | ] |
Hmm today kinda sucked. It was really boring. I wasn't too tired so that was good. I went to bed last night at 10:30 and go some much needed sleep. I still took a nap during theology though. Eh, who wants to learn about God anyway.
I keep wishing it was still yesterday. Gosh, yesterday fucking rocked. But tomorrow is Friday, so at least it's the weekend. Don't know what I'm gona do. Maybe go apply for a job at Staples. John got hired there. I'm tryin to be his assistant lol. So we can get fucked up then go to work.
lol
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Haha I saw this and laughed. It's pretty clever. And oh so true.
Fucking basketball game tonight. I need to quit that shit.
xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|07:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elliott Smith-Twilight | ] |
Today was a good day. No school. I had to wake up early to do some stuff. That kinda sucked. I had to hang the christmas lights and clean my room and take a shower. But afterwards I picked up Allison and we came back here. We played a board game lol and then we listened to new Elliott Smith. It was an awesome time. <3
Speaking of which, that cd fucking owns. And if you don't have it already go out and buy it. Even if you don't listen to him. Cause trust me you'll fall in love with it. It's so good.
Well school tomorrow, that totally womps. Oh well, I rarely ever learn anyway. |
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