We're Capable of beauty

Damn

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 05:35:24 GMT

Well yesterday and today have been crazy. Not like insanely eventful, but wierd I guess. Yesterday I had court and that went good. I got my fine reduced to the minimum and then stayed home from school. But my mom was complaining and shit about my hair so I had to cut it. Now it's like SOO fucking short. It's absurd.

Today it snowed a few inches. It was cool, but really didn't do much for me. We didn't get out of school at all, and driving home was a pretty tough task. Then I had to shovel the path at my house. Not fun times. I watched Super Troopers though and that movie rocks. I then became very bored and decided to make a myspace. Ugh.

I gave in to two things I was so against.
Getting a haircut
Making a myspace

I'm pretty ashamed right now.

I was just looking at some pics of Allison. And now I can't help but smile.

Meow

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 04:12:09 GMT

It's been a while. I dono I guess I'll just pick up from this weekend. It was a pretty good one.

Friday night:
-Drank skunked beer
-Got pretty shitty
-Met up with Allison and got to meet her friend Amber
Saturday/night:
-Allison came over and we hung out here
-Picked up Elliott and bought some cases
-Dropped Allison off, and went to Mark's
-Walked around in the freezing weather drinking a case of beer
Sunday/night:
-WOW
-Drank all day here watching the game
-Let everyone else drive my car cause I was way too drunk
-Smoked pot
-Died
-Came to at around 10
-Drove Allison home
-Passed out again.

Then today me and Allison saw "White Noise" which was actually not too good. But we hung out here afterwards and it was a swell time. She's sucha teassee. She wouldn't let me go to my game. And I enjoyed it lol. I took some pics with her camera and she better post them.

Court tomorrow. Woop. No school for thisss guyyyyy

xo

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 03:38:31 GMT

Well nothing too exciting has been going on lately. This past weekend wasn't anything special. I cleaned my room and it looks alot different. I found some things I had lost, like my old lyric book. There's some pretty good stuff in it and some good ideas and I was like wow it sucks that I can't write for shit anymore.

I've been feeling pretty wierd lately. Alot of stuff has been making me feel crazy. Things like happen during the day but it almost feels like I'm dreaming. It's not like I don't believe they're happening, I just don't think they seem real. It's probably cause my sleeping pattern is so fucked up lately. Some nights I get like 10 hours of sleep and others I get like 4. And I take random naps during the day so I really have no grasp or recognition of dreams from reality. It's pretty crazy.

There's alot of stuff coming up in the next few weeks:
-English Speech
-Mid Terms
-Court Date
-Pro Life Trip
-Return of One Tree Hill (best show ever)
-And of course....Bright Eyes concert

...sucks that I'm only excited about like two of those things.

This is kind of lame. It's only Monday. I still have a whole week of school left. It's been really pissing me off lately. I'm pretty tired of the whole education deal. Oh well. Tomorrow should be fun. After school me and Allison are gona rent Garden State. I'm pretty excited. I want to see that movie so bad. And I want to hang out with my baby. I love her so good <3

My journal is lame. I have no friends.

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 04:16:38 GMT

This week flew by.
Haven't gotten much sleep.
Been waking up like it's going through hell.
School's been boring.
But somehow tomorrow's Friday.
I love quick weeks.

Yesterday, I went over Allison's after school and we kind of just hung out cause there wasn't anything to do in the rain. Then today, we came here and fixed my computer then layed in my bed for like ever. Oh I love that girl. I've seriously never been happier. I'm sitting here smiling ear to ear like an idiot because I can and because that's how she makes me feel. I sound like a pussy, but oh well. That girl is my heart.

Tomorrow night must include:
-Alcohol of vast amounts.
-Indoor location.
-Tonz of people.
-Me passing out.

I think I'm going to rearrange shit in my room this weekend and clean the hell out of it. Cause it's getting kinda dusty and gross, and I need a change in the setup of my furniture. I need to move my bed, and open up the room a little bit. It's gona take so much work though. And I'm just an ass who's way too lazy. But I think I'm gona work at it.

I still need a camera. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.

Today, I convinced Jesus to change his mind about saving all of mankind. No joke.

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 01:43:55 GMT

I hate going back to school. Today sucked. My mom forgot to wake me up so I was late. And I got like an hour of sleep so I was like dead the whole day. I got my whole spanish class detention. That was pretty funny. But at lunch my slut mom packed me the worst sandwhich ever. Yes, I'm 17 my mom still makes my lunches...do something. I also stayed up writing a paper that was suppost to be due today, but it turns out my fuck of a teacher changed it and made it due tomorrow. God. I'm dropping the fuck out. This sucks.

Anyways, after a hilarious detention, I came home and watched a chick flick. I dono what it was called but Mandy Moore was in it and she was looking hot. We had meatball sandwiches for dinner, and they sucked. Then I watched that 70s show with my sisters.

I was just playing guitar, and came like sooooooo fucking close to writing a song. But I'm incompetant and can never get anything done so I of course came up empty handed.

I'm trying to party hard this weekend. Really hard.

6 months since I last cut my hair. Fuckin right doggie.

xo

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 21:24:33 GMT

Happy New Year everyone.

A look back at the past year...

I've had alot of good times and met alot of awesome people. We consumed a hell of alot of alcohol. There were so many fun drunken nights that I can't even begin talking about them. Good times. I wasted a good amount of time on a relationship. I got my license. I pierced my lip. I did shrooms. Me and Kuczewski managed to walk around at 2 oclock in the morning without a place to sleep. We were the coolest kids when Marshall was around. Me and ETN started an awesome band. I played live for the first time. Got arrested. Saw Every Time I Die (twice), The Black Dahlia Murder, Scarlet, The Bled (twice), Coheed and Cambria, Dillinger Escape Plan, The Bronx, The Early November, and Thursday. That's all I can remember.

The best cds I bought this year...
Elliott Smith-From a Basement on the Hill
Dillinger Escape Plan-Miss Machine
Some Girls-All My Friends are Going Death
Between the Buried and Me-The Silent Circus
Hot Rod Circuit-Reality's Coming Through
Boys Night Out-Make Yourself Sick
The Bronx-(self titled)
..and I downloaded "Fevers and Mirrors" "Lifted" "I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning" and "Digital Ash from a Digital Urn" all by Bright Eyes.

So it was a good year for the most part. I hope this year is the same.

Well anyways, tonight is the last night of Christmas break. It's kind of depressing. It seemed to fly by. I haven't done too much. I've just been hanging out really, spending alot of my time with my Allison<3. Last night was pretty chillen though. It wasn't as crazy of a New Year's party as I was expecting, but I got pretty messed up. We had two cases for like 6 people. So we all had to man up. It took me a long time to get drunk though. I brought out camera with some pics left on it and took some funny ones of our pathetic night. I slept at Bob's and drank as much as I could. We watched "Walking Tall" which is a terrible movie. Then I passed out and felt like shit this morning, which is always a sign of fun the night before.

I left my cigarettes at Bob's. On purpose. I quit smoking. Hollar.

I doubt any of you read all this so I dono why I wrote so much. But if you took the time, good job. You're a pal.

Take 'er easy.

xo

Fuck.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 19:35:07 GMT

So far this break really sucks alot. I haven't really done anything. It's pretty lame. I'm just hoping new year's is fucking insane. I don't know what I'm gona be doing yet tho.

Christmas was pretty good. I got the recorder I wanted, which was a total surprise cause I had no idea my parents would actually buy that for me. I didn't get a camera, but I'm glad I got the recorder. The rest of my gifts were just clothes and random stuff.

There's a song on the radio right now that's really good. But I have no idea what it's called or who it's by. I hate when that happens.

I'M SO FUCKING BORED

Please, someone, entertain me. Comment?

Fuck.

Hey, Take it Easy

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 04:32:07 GMT

Well today sucked. Christmas eve is always boring though so I kind of expected it. I woke up around 12 and then just sat around incredibly bored. Hung out with Sweet Lou for a little bit in the evening. Lynn made us stromboli and roast beef sandwiches. That bitch can cook. They were delicious. I then went home and went to church which was boring as fuck and I hated every second. I got home around nine then went right back out to Allison's where we kinda just sat around and watched tv. And now here I am, bored once again.

Tomorrow hopefully doesn't suck alot. The family's coming here. I'm really hoping I get a camera, which I have a good feeling about. Allison's mom told me to stop by where they were gona be since it's near my house. We'll see what happens.

I really just want tomorrow to come for the food that there's going to be.

Allison made me sick. Slut.

xo

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 03:42:17 GMT

Well tomorrow I have school for some reason. It's fucking lame. Then I gota go to the mall and finish my shopping. I'm really hoping that it's not crowded cause I totally don't feel like dealing with all that.

Today, school kind of sucked alot. It's three days before Christmas, and yet all of my douche bag teachers acted like it wasn't. They were like being serious and yelling and shit. What the fuck? It totally killed the Christmas cheer everyone had going. After school was enjoyable though. Allison came over, and watched me clean my room. Then we just hung out and listened to music. I also acted as the best boyfriend ever and carted her ass around to her house and her dance practice.

I also had an interesting conversation with someone from New Jersey. He somehow stumbled onto my livejournal and asked me to try out for his band cause they're looking for a singer. I'm like crazy interested in doing it, although it's gona be crazy hard to make the trip to New Jersey. But we're gona try it out and see what happens.

I was gona watch spiderman 2, but apparently it's 10:30. So nevermind.

xo

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 00:58:17 GMT

Dude I was bored, this is gay, I'm sorry.

--> b a s i c s .
[x] name: Jeff
[x] nicknames: Geoff, The sex
[x] screen name: holyshhhhh24 nigga
[x] sex: boyie
[x] birthday: October 9, 1987
[x] height: 5'8
[x] hair color: Black I guess
[x] is your hair long or short: I'd say long
[x] eye color: brown
[x] siblings: Sara
[x] parents married/divorced: married
[x] who are your closest friends: John, Elliott, Sweet Lou, Mark
[x] who makes you laugh the most?: Sweet Lou
[x] who knows the most about you?: I don't even know

--> c r u s h I N . . .
[x] kindergarten: I don't think I had one.
[x] 1st Grade: Didn't have one
[x] 2nd Grade: Didn't have one
[x] 3rd Grade: Amy
[x] 4th Grade: Amy
[x] 5th Grade: Jaci
[x] 6th Grade: Jess
[x] 7th Grade: Kaitlyn
[x] 8th Grade: Kelly
[x] 9th grade: Shannon Doc <333
[x] 10th grade: Don Lefler
[x] 11th grade: Allison <33
[x] 12th grade: Shit son, I ain't there yet
[x] boy/girlfriend status: I'm spoken for <3

--> o t h e r .
[x] do you have a job: haha nah i'm a total fuck
[x] what are you most scared of: someone breaking my trust, and losing friends
[x] who's your role model: Matt Skiba
[x] most interesting thing you've done this summer: Shrooms. Because drugs rock.
[x] what store do you shop at the most: Kohl's :)
[x] have you ever done any drugs: Yes.
[x] do you collect anything: uhhh i don't think so. i used to collect marlboro miles
[x] are you a ditz: no. i'm the man

--> f a v o r i t e s .
[x] day of the week: friday probly
[x] thing in your room: bed
[x] cousin: Lisa
[x] cd: damn...uhh saves the day-through being cool, elliott smith-from a basement on the hill, billy joel greatest hits
[x] song(s): way too many to name c'mon
[x] animal: i like weener dogs
[x] ice cream: ben n jerry's cookie dough
[x] drink: beer, jack daniel's, champagne, water
[x] thing to do: make out, drink, play guitar
[x] movies of all time: anything with edward norton, anything with leonardo decaprio
[x] hangout: sweet lou's, anywhere i'm not bored
[x] pizza topping: peperoni

--> r a n d o m .
[x] where do you see yourself in 10 years: hopefully a writer in some big city
[x] if you could live anywhere: boston
[x] dream house: don't reallly care
[x] what age do you want to get married: young enough to not be out of touch
[x] how many kids do you want: 26
[x] girl's names: changes all the time
[x] boy's names: i hate boys

--> h a v e Y O U e v e r .
[x] been in love?: i havent figured that out yet
[x] lied?: yes.
[x] cheated on a test?: thats how i roll
[x] cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: never
[x] tied your shoes together?: who does that
[x] eaten something with a lot of fat?: nope
[x] had sex?: like...with a person?

--> f e e l i n g s .
[x] worst feeling in the world: losing someone you care about
[x] best feeling in the world: being held
[x] can you define love?: i'm afraid not
[x] do you get along with your parents?: it comes and goes
[x] are you ticklish?: hahahaha yessssss and allison tortures me

--> o p p o s i t e S E X .
[x] 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: probly like their clothes and style. cuz i don't do the ghetto look ya heard?
[x] perfect "dream" date: i don't think it really matters as long as two people are together
[x] who is your best friend of the opposite sex?: i talk to allison the mostt, but there's many others i love to death
[x] what do you look for in the opposite sex? sense of humor, honesty, nice eyes, nice laugh, makes me smile, etc..
[x] what does the opposite sex not know about you? i'm the best at making out. ever. lol

--> n i g h t T I M E .
[x] what do you wear to bed: boxers
[x] what's your bed time: i usually go to bed at like 12ish
[x] do you wish on stars: eh not really
[x] is there a TV in your room: nope
[x] what's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: think

--> m i s c e l l a n e o u s .
[x] how many schools have you been to: 4
[x] are you passive or aggressive: honestly i dont know what that means
[x] vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
[x] would you rather be hot or cold: cold
[x] what is your curfew: if i'm driving, 11. if not, whenever the fuck i want bitch

--> f r i e n d s .
[x] person you can trust the most: breana
[x] what is the best quality of a friend: sense of humor, good at hugging
[x] what friend do you have the most fun with: me and john lead the funnest lives ever
[x] name your friends: nah

--> s t u p i d S T U F F .
[x] do you glow in the dark: probly. i am pretty white
[x] do you posses magical abilities: i'm a genius.
[x] do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer: yeah
[x] can you name all 4 Teletubbies: tinky winky, lala, po, and merrywinkle maybe? haha i think i made the last one up
[x] if you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: my eyes. brown sucks.
[x] have you ever tried to kill yourself: don't understand why people would
[x] do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: i dont think
[x] who do you really hate?: i'm not naming names.
[x] what are you addicted to?: ugh..cigarettes.
[x] do you like jewelry?: lip rings holla
[x] do you wear a watch?: no
[x] did/Do you have braces?: yeah. ugly days.
[x] do you believe in God?: i dono anymore
[x] do you believe in love at first sight?: i think we all let ourselves believe in it
[x] what are your favorite tv show(s)?: one tree hill (the oc can suck a dick) and that 70s show
[x] what color tooth brush do you use?: blue and white
[x] is the glass half empty or half full: either way, i need a refill nigga
[x] most dangerous thing you've ever done: shrooms haha. and i'd do em again!!!!
[x] are you listening to any of your CDs at the moment: uhh bright eyes-fevers and mirrors

I'm Pissed

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 04:41:35 GMT

FUCK. I just like wrote so much, and then my computer sucked a dick and my internet closed. So now I have to try to think about what I said and shit. God damnit.

Well today sucked a bird.
I sat around really bored.
I made a good sandwich though, that rocked.
My sisters are both home for the holidays, that's pretty cool.
They made me watch the Princess Diaries 2. That's not pretty cool.
Last night=Me really drunk.
Passed out halfway on my bed.
Ha.
This week is gona suck alot.
We have school.
But not really.
I'm not gona try at all.
As usual.
But alot less.

Anyways, I'm pretty excited for break. I have big plans of doing really fun stuff. I'm gona try to hit up South Street at least once. Cause I was down there the other day, but couldn't stay long, and I realized that South Street is mah nigga. So I'm gona be scene as fuck and just hang out down there all day. That should be fun.

It snowed for like 10 minutes tonight. What the Fuck. Mother nature is totally fucking with everyone. Slut.

I totally need to get some friends on this jawn. I'm a straight up loser.

xo

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 21:02:52 GMT

There's a week left before Christmas. Oh goody. I still need to buy gifts for people. I really don't know when I'm going to do that. Sucks.

Well last night was a good time. I picked up Allison around 8...but we really didn't have anything to do. So we kind of drove around aimlessly for a little. Then we saw a Starbucks and we both got some hot chocolate. Eh a little too chocolatey, not bad but not the best. Afterwards, I refused to drive anymore, so we stopped at this park and it was freezing, but we had fun. She makes me smile.

This morning I had detention. It sucked alot. But me and Bill blazed up before we went. I was a little on the high side for most of the three hours. I kept falling asleep then waking up. It was quite an experience.

Now I'm just sitting here, waiting until 4:30. I have a fucking class ring mass thingy I have to go to. It sucks bird. But afterwards should be fun. I think there's some open houses. I'm going to get insanely drunk :)

Jimmy Eat World is so good.

xo

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 02:59:33 GMT

Friday is almost here. Woop.

Today sucked tonz. I was crazy tired. And didn't really sleep in any of my classes. So I took a nap around 7 to catch up. I kind of just left 8th period today. I didn't feel like sitting there so I went home. I wanted to hang out with Allison but she was going to get her haircut. She claims it looks ugly, but she won't even show me because she's a nerd and she's mean :(

I downloaded alot of cds the past few days. I recommend:
-Jimmy Eat World "Futres"
-Converge "Petitioning the Empty Sky"
-At the Drive In "Relationship of Command"
-It Dies Today "The Caitiff Choir"

Mewithout You apparently played the TLA tonight. What the fuck? I'm hella pissed I'm not there.

Snow needs to come

xo

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 04:20:56 GMT

Well today I rediscovered the amazing world of music sharing. lol I finally got the computer in my room up and running again and didn't hesitate to start downloading some new tunes. It's a slow but sure process, and rocks alot.

Today wasn't so bad. It kinda went slow. I didn't really do anything at all in any of my classes. The History test I had was pretty brutal. But oh well I'm not worried. I kind of skipped 8th period. That probably isn't too good.

I got a fucking Saturday detention this weekend. Fuck.

xo

The Signal Flares Will Light the Way

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 01:33:19 GMT

Oh I loved it when she smiled. I went to the mall to buy Bright Eyes tickets but they didn't sell them there or something. So I picked her up and we went to South Street to buy them. She had no idea though. Her face lit up when I told her what I was buying her. It made me smile back. She is worth every cent and more.

Well other than my unsuccessful trip to the mall, my day wasn't so bad. It went by pretty quick, and I wasn't too tired up until about an hour ago. I amazingly wrote my english paper in like an hour last night, and it ended up pretty good. Not great, but better than I thought it would.

I was in sucha wierd mood after school. Allison pointed it out. lol I think I'm going insane or something. But I was just like crazy happy and I'm not too sure why.

Allison bought me an awesome hat too. I heart her <3

xo

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 17:48:41 GMT

I really hate waking up on Sundays. I seem to always wake up early and sit around bored forever. I'm waiting for Allison to call me. We're going to the mall to Christmas shop. It should be a swell time. I hung out with her for a little bit last night. I stopped by where she was babysitting. Oh I heart her.

Tonight is gona suck tonz. I have to write that English paper that I didn's start yet. It's so hard too. I think I might cry.

So honestly, I know someone out there wants to spend like 300 dollars on me for Christmas. Please do so by buying me a digital camera. I'm practically the coolest kid. I deserve it.

13 days til Christmas. Ut ohhh.

xo

The Litebright's Now Black and White

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 02:50:35 GMT

Tonight is lame.
I didn't go out.
I'm really bored.
Listening to Elliott yet again.
I miss Allison.
I hope to see her tomorrow.
I might go get a job too.
We're suppost to go shopping Sunday.
I hope we do.

i've seen the movie and i know what happens
it's christmas time
and the needles on the tree
a skinny santa is bringing something to me
his voice is overwhelming, but his speech is slurred
and i only understand every other word
open your parachute and grab your gun
falling down like an omen, a setting sun
read the part and return at five
it's a hell of a role if you can keep it alive
but i don't care if i fuck up

xo

First Period

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 13:48:41 GMT

Dah school. I'm bored. Just finished taking a test. I don't think I did too well. Sucks.

This day better not go slow. I'm hating it already.

I wonder what I'm doing tonight. I have a game. Fuck. But I dono whats goin on afterwards.

Okay well this killed some time. The test is being collected. Peace out dudes.

xo

Oh My Dear Lord

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 23:15:23 GMT

Hmm today kinda sucked. It was really boring. I wasn't too tired so that was good. I went to bed last night at 10:30 and go some much needed sleep. I still took a nap during theology though. Eh, who wants to learn about God anyway.

I keep wishing it was still yesterday. Gosh, yesterday fucking rocked. But tomorrow is Friday, so at least it's the weekend. Don't know what I'm gona do. Maybe go apply for a job at Staples. John got hired there. I'm tryin to be his assistant lol. So we can get fucked up then go to work.

lol

Haha I saw this and laughed. It's pretty clever. And oh so true.

Fucking basketball game tonight. I need to quit that shit.

xo

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 01:11:30 GMT

Today was a good day. No school. I had to wake up early to do some stuff. That kinda sucked. I had to hang the christmas lights and clean my room and take a shower. But afterwards I picked up Allison and we came back here. We played a board game lol and then we listened to new Elliott Smith. It was an awesome time. <3

Speaking of which, that cd fucking owns. And if you don't have it already go out and buy it. Even if you don't listen to him. Cause trust me you'll fall in love with it. It's so good.

Well school tomorrow, that totally womps. Oh well, I rarely ever learn anyway.

Dun Dun Dun Dun Dun

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 01:37:24 GMT

I'm bored. As usual. I have been all day. Mondays are the worst.

I got like an impossible english paper assigned today. It's due in a week and I have no idea on how to even go about it. This fucking class is killing me. It's like making me a better writer, but it's also making me hate writing. It sucks.

Well I think I can go out tomorrow night. We have off Wednesday, but my parents might still be being gay about letting me out. Oh well I won't really mind too much.

Me and Allison are suppost to hang out on Wednesday. Rock.

I still gota buy all these people presents for Christmas. God damn. I have like 20 bucks to my name. This isn't looking too good people. I guess I just really suck.

Drag My Corpse Through the Cities

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 18:24:18 GMT

I'm tired. I slept for like ever but somehow it wasn't enough. I went to the mall yesterday to buy myself presents. It sucked, I felt like total shit and I didn't see a whole lot of things that I liked. I got cologne, 2 sweatshirts, and the Elliott Smith cd. I dont know what else I'm gona get. I got home and took a nap and then went out with John.

Last night, wasn't allowed out. I was hoping Allison would be able to come over, but her mom wouldn't let her. But John showed up with some beer so we drank it in my room. It was a good time, but we're the biggest losers ever.

Today, I don't know what's goin on. I have a basketball game tonight, so I'm tryin to get drunk before it. We'll see what happens.

The Fucking Man

The Mothafuckin Fashion Squad

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:02:35 GMT

Well hey. Yesterday and today were pretty eventful.
Yesterday
-Woke up late
-Some douche bag hit my car on the way to school
-Allison came over<3
-Did hours of history homework
-Had bball practice

Today
-Car didn't start
-Boring day
-Had to jump my car after school
-Had to put Christmas shit up
-Had to get the dent out of the car

Now I'm pretty bored, and I dono what's going on tonight. There's a battle of the bands at Bonner but I'm fuckin broke as hell and can't afford it. If I don't make it, good luck to my boys in Kill Jensen, Filly Folly, and Just Call Me Killer.

Speaking of bands, I'm gona really start doing more with music. I'm forreal gona try to buy that recorder and maybe record some solo tracks and just experiment with shit. Then I'm gona try to find some musicians who wana rock and start a rip off band of At the Drive In.

Shit man, word.

We'll Make You Fucking Scream

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 02:46:04 GMT

Today was complete tiredness. I woke up so late and had to rush to make it to school which sucked. And throughout the day I just wanted to die cause I was so tired.

I can't believe it's December. This year is flying. I can't wait til new year's. Last year's was crazy and this years should be better. I'm gona hook up with my friend Jack Daniel's and he's gona show me how to party.

Last night was awesome. I was kinda just messing around on guitar and came up with a cool chord arrangement. And after I played it I kept going with it and ended up like completing a whole song. I just need lyrics for it. Which sucks cause I suck.

If anyone wants to donate money to me, feel free. I'd greatly appreciate. There's no way I'd pay you back, but you'll make me feel really special. Thanks.

I need new Elliott Smith. Fuck.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:54:20 GMT

I updated like an hour ago..but I'm home now and I'm bored. I'm kinda pissed off because my hair is fucking looking lame. It has like another inch to grow before I look scene as fuck. Until then it's just gona annoy me.

Ahern told me about this band from Jersey called Before I Burn. They're pretty sick. They bring the rock in all sorts of ways.

This is what I'm gona buy soon

Then I'm gona record awesome songs and become famous.